Book of Ester

An archive of field notes in self study
at the intersection of Art, Astrology & Artificial Intelligence

All in note to self

Nov 18

Nov 18 Being Eddie

Ester Louvena

note to self, self expression

my reflections from BEING EDDIE

Aug 5

Aug 5 LION’S GATE 2025

Ester Louvena

creative process, Letters to Future E, note to self, lion's gate

“When I look at the art world and the fashion houses, I see how they explore themes and materials to create context to their work and curate something intentional for the season.”

Apr 29

Apr 29 NEW MOON X TAURUS

Ester Louvena

self expression, note to self, observation , new moon, moon thoughts, creative energy , creative process, creative thinking

I was trying to be a scientist. But I’m not a scientist. I am an artist inspired by scientific methods. My rthyms have to have meaning.

Feb 1
Feb 1 NOTE TO SELF: I hate explaining myself.

Ester Lou

self expression, body wisdom, note to self

Feb 1
Feb 1 NOTE TO SELF: It’s not about finding the right pattern.

Ester Louvena

note to self, creative process, observation , creative thinking, creative energy , body wisdom

Dec 16
Dec 16 Note To Self: Last Night was Peak Vessel Mode

Ester Lou

full moon, creative process, note to self, observation , moon thoughts, writing, creative energy

Nov 20
Nov 20 *Observation: Your body is talking to you

Ester Lou

note to self, observation , emotional intelligence , body wisdom

Nov 19
Nov 19 Note to self: I don’t need more energy. I need more help.

Ester Lou

note to self, creative energy

Nov 17
Nov 17 Note to Self: You need to smoke every day.

Ester Lou

full moon, creative process, note to self, observation , moon thoughts, creative energy

Nov 17
Nov 17 Full Moon Thoughts

Ester Lou

moon thoughts, full moon, note to self, creative energy

Nov 1
Nov 1 New Moon Thoughts

Ester Lou

new moon, observation , note to self, non-linear thinking, creative thinking

Oct 31
Oct 31 Living in the difference

Ester Lou

non-linear thinking, creative process, note to self, future ideas, creative energy , creative thinking, experience